



My life is all up here now really, but it’s taking over and gradually I’ll sleep further and further into thinking solely about pain, and that’s not worth living for. I have never been so alive and now I want to end it. I want to finally finish something. I want to be conscious until I’m gone, I want to feel something even if it’s the pain of salt water in my lungs. I want to FEEL to fight.
(via micantia)